I’ve dreamed for years about just starting over. About leaving everything behind me and reinventing myself.

I don’t want to be a quitter, but there is a fine line between that and having the courage to make the right decision. Like the movie “The Jerk,” I wanted to say, “All I need is this thermos.” No job. No apartment. No big savings. No school. No boyfriend. No “perfect” plan.

I am not angry with my past. I love my family and I have tremendous friends. I just want to see if I could do it – prove to myself that I am capable of change.

Ummahh..ehh… I don’t know what to say next.”